As this week has been a mental, emotional and physical roller coaster....it's easing up through today. I have been torturing myself with questions....
- will the baby be healthy?
- will Anthony and I be able to get everything done?
- will we be good parents?
- how will delivery go? (sigh, that's a huge on in my mind!)
- when will my interest in exercise/eating return (which I know is a few weeks ;) )
- are we really ready for this?
... so excited, yet so anxious.
I've been attempting to figure out if the OBGYN's in the area refer to midwifes....b/c we really want a natural childbirth. I'm talking no IV's, no drugs, walking around during labor, possibly a water birth and NOT on my back with my legs in the air.
I spent some time on my knees today bringing it all before the Lord, knowing that He will guide Anthony and I through it all. After all, He is God of all :). I also spoke to Anthony about some of the things on my mind and he understood, reassured and provided some thought provoking insights.
Thankfully, I've been feeling better intermittently. Most days I can eat whatever I'd like with little to no stomach issues...the bad days are just days where I'm a tiny nauseous. I've made a strange correlation between heat/nausea and I can't eat lettuce by itself. That one struck me as super odd but whatever!
Ready for the week to begin!
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